I having a rant and need help advice anything. I miscarried 3rd April this year since my periods have been all over the place and lasting 2 weeks I long for my rainbow baby and my body to be normal again I feel everyone around me I getting pregnant and I'm not people who have not jobs not stability while I have that this pregnancy is planned and so wanted I struggle seeing a girl I work with who was a few weeks in front going fine why can't that be me.