Hi gorgeous ladies. 😍

Well it’s 5am here & I am just scrolling through all these very touching post’s of mama’s here that have had luck on getting pregnant. CONGRATULATIONS!!! 🙌🏼❣️

Please send baby dusts my way & to all my other sisters out there needing some too ☺️

I’m just wanting some encouragement really! iv honestly given up on trying,

(finding out when I ovulate, eating healthy, giving up bad habits, taking vitamins etc etc etc)

I feel sorry for my husband every single day because I know how much he wants kids, and him being the only son, his parents as well are always on my back asking when Ill be giving them grand babies 😣 my husband knows I have PCOS, & understands that me having kids is just not as easy as it should be! But no one else knows! My mom and family, his family, no one! I’m embarrassed to be very honest. I don’t want them thinking any less of me.

There’s weeks where I will out of the blue get these symptoms, cramps, nausea etc. I’ll wait a couple of days then take a test and yes you guessed it, NEGATIVE 😢 I am so used to seeing negatives that I just don’t bother anymore because it kills me every time. PCOS is really hard ladies, and if any of you are fighting through like you should and still can go through all this with a smile, please let me know how!

On Friday I had a bit of spotting (today is Wednesday) and I have been feeling nauseous and having other symptoms but I just don’t want to put myself in that position again because I know I’ll be back to my old self in a few days and all these symptoms will all disappear just like every other time this happens, the symptoms that is. But this is the first ever time I have had spotting that looks like implantation bleeding. It can’t be my period because I literally just had a 16 days long period that ended on the 13/06.

😩😢😫😭 I just want a baby!!!

PCOS SUCKS!!!