Trust

Hi Ladies. So my husband and I have been together 10 years and we have a beautiful 6 year old. Over the years he has cheated on me, not once ever admitting until I have hard evidence! It's safe to say after 10 years, this is my life and I've kind of learned to accept and expect it to happen again :/ Am I crazy?! I mean I'm not insecure, I think I'm pretty and I can find someone new easily. I'm just comfortable and scared to separate my family. I do love and am still in love with him,other than the cheating he does treat me very well. We hardly ever argue (unless he's acting shady) and we're intimate alot and we get along great.... What's a girl to do, my family and friends all think Iam crazy.....