I can't anymore ;(

This will be my 3rd mc, I can't go through this anymore, it's just too much. I know not to get excited so early but how can I not, I carry a child inside of me!!! I don't know how to go on anymore, this journey is just getting to hard! I'm so thankful for my wonderful husband. My heart is broken, I lose a piece of it every month of ttc and then lose all hope after another mc, you ladies are so strong, wish I had your hope, and strength