(Son is two, turning three next month by the way)

This past week I’ve been so mean to my son, no I haven’t hit him or anything but I’ve just been extra mean.

I’ve cried to myself every night after he’s went to bed feeling absolutely terrible about myself. It’s been stressful. I’m in the middle of trying to move out of my parents house, I’m a single mom with no help, (my family does let me live here but other than that I’m on my own.) so in between stressing over that, trying to find a job, trying to get my GED. My son has also started being super mean and just trying to test my patience all day long, everyday. Hitting biting, throwing things. Yesterday he smeared poop into my carpet, comforter, table, and tv while I was in the bathroom.

He is constantly trying to destroy stuff, for example my tv. He’s broken several of his toys by throwing them. And this is just the past week. I went off, and then I ended up having a panic attack. Every five seconds in crying over something, last night he gave me HELL. He doesn’t sleep anymore, so I don’t either.

I can’t do this..😣