Tough day...

Today's just a tough one for no particular reason... I just want a baby.... My friend's pregnancies are progressing and I am honestly so happy for them, but I should be there too... I miscarried the month most of them got pregnant. I know I shouldn't really be there because e/t is meant to be and I'm clearly not meant to be pregnant just yet, but it's still hard. I feel like everywhere I look women are pregnant... It's really beautiful, but today I just want to be like them. I feel like I just can't start the cycle all over again and maybe I won't have to bec u never know, but I'm not feeling very many symptoms this time around... 😞😞 Thanks for letting me share with people who understand; I'm usually very good about it, but today has been a rough one!