so idk what i’ve been feeling lately i recently had a thing with this boy but he dated a lot of my friends and i made sure he was over them when i started having a thing with him and we had a thing for like two months i had my first kiss it was good ig but then i ended it bc i thought it was for the best and i still do but then after i found out that he had a crush on one of my best friends which she’s liked him for a while ig and i found out that they r getting closer and that they r in a relationship and she’s still one of my best friends and i’m happy for her i just feel like they r gonna her rlly close and there gonna kiss and stuff and i just don’t know how i’m gonna feel ive been upset lately and idk if this is y even tho i’m the one that ended it in the first place