Sorry this might be long but I really need to vent. So back story : my sweetie and I have been trying to conceive for 2 years. He's got a son from a previous relationship, happened by accident so he's all good (testing also confirm his sperm is A1). I got pregnant on our 2nd try, ended up in a MMC and a D&C.; Got pregnant again 2 cycles later, ended up in an early MC. Got pregnant for the 3rd time the cycle right after that, ended up in another MMC and D&C.;

After that 2nd D&C; my period went missing, but I still had period pains every 30 days. Meanwhile I went through with all the tests (due to my history of recurring miscarriages) and they found nothing wrong with me. 6 months later I had an hysteroscopy and we found out that my uterus was scarred shut because adhesions had formed close to my cervix : my uterus was basically scraped too hard during the D&C; and the lining was destroyed in some places. My Dr removed the scarring and we resumed TTC. 8 months later, still not pregnant, even though my period was back to normal and I was ovulating every month like clockwork.

Early June I had another hysteroscopy, and some of the scarring had come back. My Dr removed it again, but suggested we move on to <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> (it's free where I live) to speed things a little since I'm not getting younger (33).

So we were super excited to start this cycle. Was on Femara CD 3-7 then had a follicular US on CD13 which is the day I usually get my positive OPK. Well, there was nothing but 2 tiny follicules. Went back today, CD 16 and they basically mesured the same. So <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> was cancelled.

So WHAT THE HELL is going on. How could I go from falling pregnant easily to not even ovulating on meds. I've tried everything, acupuncture, Geritol, Preseed, Vitex, yoga, all the teas, name it, plus, about a month ago I really cleaned up my diet and started working out regularly, and I've never felt better (physically that is). I just feel so defeated. I took the pm off to ugly cry my eyes out in my bed.

😭😭😭