So I’ve been dating my bf for about 2 years almost 3, it hasnt been easy, we had a breakup at year 1 but we worked through it, but since the very beginning his friends, online mind you, have always been his priority. Like he would get so into talking to them or gaming with them that nothing else gets in between, a few months ago we moved in together, and i lost my mom and my grandma in less than a year so i got pretty depressed and i gain some weight, is not much but my body has had some changes, i also discover i have pcos a few months ago, and he had this trip planned to go see his friends in cali for a week, which conveniently is the 4th too, so the night before he leaves i tried to get some, and he didnt want to and i asked whats your problem lately bc is not the first time, and he said that just wasnt attracted to me anymore that my body changed and it just not hot anymore, he said this a night bfore he leaves for a week, it destroyed me. He said loves me and he wants us to get healthier and blah blah, but the hole thing is, i realize while he’s gone that... we dont really have fun anymore. Is not just sex, we dont go out anymore or hangout even tho we live together, so idk what to do now, im hurt and in a limbo of emotions and just hopeless... i want him out of my life so bad but i still love him, i just want him to understand me and stop choosing his friends over me. Long rant but i needed out if my system.