FOMO... Being a stupid teen

Allie

I graduated from high school this year. Since I've gotten out of school I've gone on school trips, worked, hung out with my bf, played with my goats, sewed, and not really go anywhere or see friends. I keep on seeing on everyone's Instagrams all these parties and people just getting messed up and drunk af. Literally everyone is doing it and I feel like it's part of being a teenager and I should be doing it. I kind of want to, but at the same time I don't want to take the risk of doing something that can mess up my life. Why am I feeling this way? Should I take a break from insta so I don't have to see it? Does anyone else feel the same way?