Is it weird that I've never have a boyfriend or get scare whenever thinking about marriage, giving birth and might as well adopt the kid, and never getting married?

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I don't believe in love and that cause all the other plans that every girls dream of like getting married and having kids. But all the thing I see is some human is going through my vagina that I'm too scare to even put a tampon in, and having joint accounts and money to someone that could potentially legally take it away from me and I'm end up getting hurt.

Should I give live a chance or it's normal?