I’m posting this anonymously bc it’s a little embarrassing

I’m 18 years old & my boyfriend of almost 2 years (who ive known for almost 5 years now) lOOVES going down on me & it’s amazinggg but he also loves my butt and always wants to try that kinda stuff. he likes eating out my ass but I’m always uncomfortable because of the hair that surrounds my booty hole (sorry this is so gross lmao). There’s not like a weird amount of hair its just my personal insecurity. I can’t shave it bc i can’t even see it and I don’t wanna cut myself. I’ve never gotten it waxed either. Any advice as to how to overcome this insecurity/how to deal with it?