I’m sick of the lies 😔

I’m just sick of being lied too.

I love my husband so much. We were best friends. I say we’re, because I feel like I don’t even know him anymore. He just lies to me all the time. And tonight just feels like the final straw. Last night he said he’d take me on a date tonight (which he never does anymore because he doesnt care to spend time with me). So tonight as I’m sitting at home taking care of our son, while pregnant with our other child I wait for him.

He says he’d be done very early with work. But he isn’t. So I wait and wait. He calls at 6:40 and says his boss just took him to the bar for a beer. He says he’s at the gas station now just getting gas on his way home. He’s clearly slurring his words and I hear his boss I’m the background ordering another beer.

It’s then 8. I call and ask if he’s almost home.

He says he’ll be home in an hour he forgot his phone and had to go back.

I just can’t do this anymore. I don’t even know him. I don’t even know if I’m in love with him anymore.