IDK🤔🤨😐

... never been on a real date, never received flowers, sometimes I don't even know if I'm enough?!?! I feel so left out at times, is it supposed to be like this??? I'm new to this dating ish, we both work like crazy, but when I ask, it's like pulling teeth. Maybe I'm not the girlfriend, maybe I'm just a friend, but when I ask him that, he says I'm his woman, his lady, ect. Idk, I feel indifferent, I've never had a guy to do stuff like that, I feel out back. I would do small stuff for them just because, but they wouldn't do anything for me. Maybe I'm doing something wrong, idk. I feel like giving up sometimes because I don't know.