so my fiance finally got out of prison about 2 months ago we've been engaged for 3 years he been in prison for two me being a loyal woman I am I waited with no sex whatsoever well besides my toys for the entire 2 years and I prayed and prayed and prayed for him to get out. well about two and a half weeks after he got out I had to take a trip to Denver to take my child to see her father and his family. when I got back things were great we had the most passionate sex we've ever had I was on cloud nine until about a week after that his cousin flag me down to tell me she had some more acid for him and me not knowing that he had done it I asked what she was talking about when she said oh well he just took a hit last week and blah blah blah I went off I called him up I asked him if it was true he admitted to it well we ended up fighting for 3 days he promised me he wouldn't do it again so the fight was over so I thought until last weekend he decided that he didn't love me like that anymore and he didn't want to try anymore after all the waiting he made me do with the promises of marriage and children. Now this isn't really a post for negativity I'm having a really hard time with this because of the fact that he was my best friend and I thought out of anybody he would never do this to me convict or not. well the day that we broke up my kryptonite pops up out of nowhere and tells me he misses me I've never been able to tell this guy I know until I met my fiance and now he's back and doing so good with his life and really wants to f****** have me in his life but he's moving away so I decided f*** it let's at least have one last hoorah and it is what it is well I'm not too sure he wants it to just be one last hoorah and I'm not sure where I should take it I'm a firm believer that exes are exes for a reason except this one there's something about him that I just can't stay away from he's not toxic like the other relationships I've been in he's just to free of a spirit so to say. should I try it again since he's been able to prove to me that he has in fact changed from 9 years ago?