So there is this guy I like and he's 20 (I'm 17) ik its only 3 years but he still very mature for his age and so I got really drunk at his friends party and so I'm going to bed and he lays next to me and I'm like fuck it and start kissing his neck then shit happens and we end up fucking but I was like we where just drunck maybe it didn't mean anything but no in the morning and next day happened like 5 times then he would hold my hand and shit. Then I go back home (he lives like 3 hours away but I see him alot) and he's like yeah I'm not ready for a relationship but if I was I would wanna be with u. Like bull shit, but j still like him and he still flirts with me idk. He is taking me to a concert next month in a different state so we will see what happens then...