Got A Faint Line This Morning...

I’m kind of in panic mode just because I did not expect this like we just decided we didn’t care about being super safe anymore, by that I mean stop with the pull out method 😂😂 is it normal to feel overwhelmed, nervous, scared? I haven’t told anyone yet. My husband is at work and needs to focus today so I don’t want to distract him. I’m freaking out.