Unplanned baby

I get this baby wasn't in our plans right now. I can see how stressful it can be since we have a little girl who is 1 and a half and i got pregnant with her when i was consistently on birth control. My hubby hasn't been happy about either both times i told him i was pregnant. He loves our babies now more than anything but I yearn for the feeling of my husband feeling ecstatic when telling him I was pregnant. I see all these videos of wives telling their husbands and how their husband's face just lights up. It makes me cry and it makes my heart break. I guess I'll never get to see how that feels. It just absolutely sucks. We were being so careful and I still got pregnant twice. And he is also stressed over our financial situation. Its getting better but not as fast as we want it to. Baby boy will be here in 10 weeks and im excited but more support from my hubby would be really nice......

Also no Im not just gonna leave him for a feeling im having right now. I dont quit when things get hard for a minute.