So not fair...just venting

Dahl

Been trying for 8 years. Had tests done previously, dismissed PCOS for just unexplained infertility. My husband's sister just had twins last summer (making 4 kids for her) and his other sister is pregnant with twins this summer. All naturally conceived. I can't get any sadder than family gatherings (close family). I've lost weight, taken vitamins, supplements, elevated my hips after sex and nothing happens. Currently my employer chosen insurance covers absolutely nothing fertility related and I can't afford anything other than prayers and wishes. It's just so incredibly frustrating. My entire life is on hold surrounding the time around my cycles. It's ridiculous how much time it consumes me. So angry to see abusers and addicts get pregnant on accident, but I'll tuck my feelings away deep inside, put on a fake smile and go through life like I'm fine.