I hate my family

My little brother is abusive. He hits me and kicks me whenever he gets mad, and it’s usually because of small things. He calls me fat, ugly, disgusting etc. And it makes me feel sad because I know he means it. One time last year in the pool he literally tried to drown me and choke me, he’s fucking insane.

My mom didn’t want me to be alone with him cause she was scared that he would hurt me. But my dad doesn’t care, he says that it’s just sibling love. Everyone in my family says that. And my dad is never even present. He’s always away and never spends time with us. He’s always with his whore and he doesn’t care about us. He tries to buy our love with gifts and money. I hate them both. I don’t want them in my family. And I don’t want to be with my mom cause her fiancé is a fucking alcoholic and she won’t leave him.