i don’t know how to explain or even bring up the conversation to my mom that she’s the reason why i’m depressed , (often suicidal) and no where i wanna be . i’ve gone through so much this past year partly of her but with all those problems gone i thought i would feel better but i feel worse . i feel trapped , i’m 17 and i just feel like i can’t be my own person and that she doesn’t care about my mental wellbeing .

i’m in therapy and anger

mangement and i’ve been on medication before and due to the constant horror at home i’ve stopped going to those places and have thrown away my

medication , i just don’t feel like i’ll ever make it though this and i feel like i’m alone .

any response is helpful .