I'm way overweight. I'm not afraid to say it, but I'm really not confident. I weigh 201 lbs, I went to the hospital today, and as usual, they have to weigh you if you're not dying or unconcious. I get yelled at by people all the time until they pick me up physically and realize that I'm actually really fricken heavy. My boyfriend yells at me more than anyone and all the time for it. I weigh more than his mom and his sister combined, but nobody believes me. I literally had to pull up proof for his mom the other day because she didn't believe me. I dont get it. I dont look thin. I definitely dont act thin. I just dont get it. Its also really hard for me to lose the weight. I'm not just fighting myself, I'm fighting genetics. I've tried going on a vegetarian diet before, I've tried a no carb diet I've tried going to the gym and it does nothing. The only thing that ever worked was the orange juice diet I went on about a year ago. All I drank was orange juice and I'd eat a scoop of cottage cheese and a can or tuna or something equivalent to it every couple of days, but it was orange juice, all day everyday. I lost a total of 37 pounds in 3 months like that. But two weeks after I start slowly adjusting to eating more and drinking water and whatnot, the weight was back. I dont understand. But eh.

Yes I know my face was weird in this, I was really high. I dont smoke anymore, it wasnt hard for me to stop, I just didn't like it. ^

No I wasnt sucking in ^

Currently ^ and no I'm not wearing a bra because it's late and I just wanna be comfy!