Should I feel less insecure?

Yes, I’m about to be 14 in 2 months but I feel like I’m gunna be this way forever.

So, I never noticed my acne until people started picking on me for it, this one day a guy pointed out my back-acne and I felt super insecure in 20 degree weather, I felt so insecure about it that I put a heavy sweater on at that moment.

I have a caring boyfriend that calls me beautiful often but every time he goes home and I look in the mirror I just see ugly. I see nothing good about me. Here are a few pics of me. Please point the good out about me, yeah I know, I use filters a lot but there are some pics without them. I take photos to make me feel better about myself but the more I look at them the more I notice bad features... I’m a 32B at La Senza for my bra size and I get called flat as a pancake. I still believe it and my cousin even picked on my for it...

Im wearing lipstick in this one^

I’m wearing makeup in this one^ (Lipstick, a little eyeliner, mascara and concealer)

Every time I go out in s cropped too I feel like I’m going to get stared at with bad looks... even just posting these I feel anxiety like I’m only going to get bad comments... please help raise my self esteem a little. Tell me what’s good about my facial features and body and also please give me some tips to help my acne go away!!!!

UPDATE: Deleted some photos because I just kept getting told I shouldn’t post them on here when I’m just trying to get help with thinking I’m pretty and have a nice body. I know they weren’t so appropriate but I didn’t post them on instagram or anything like that.