Long story short I suffer from chronic depression for years and Few days ago i felt an overwhelming amount of pain and felt highly suicidal. Before doing anything I texted my boyfriend (of 3 years) saying that I needed him. And that I want to talk with him. he just ignored my messages all evening. Eventually the amount of pain became unbearable and I took crazy amount of pills and texted my bf what i did and that i just can’t take it anymore. He didn’t reply anything. I started vomiting and became dizzy and was taken to ER , (ended up being fine -physically ). Now it’s been 6 days and my boyfriend still hasn’t replied to any of my texts. I assume He’s fine though as he’s sharing stupid fart jokes on his Facebook in this time and he is online all the time.

I just feel shocked and confused now.

He was being very cold and distant for the weeks before this but I just don’t understand his reaction at all...I might have been dead and he wouldn’t even know...

Yes, I have bigger issues to work on and curing my root of depression but having your only friend ignore you when you are bad, confuses me. And makes healing harder.

Could you help me to understand this? I need your opinion ladies...

Do I have the right to feel deeply hurt by this? Or am I just missing a point and his reaction is completely normal?