So another BF period today for me.<a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> #4 did not take. We promised each other 6 <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> and we are done trying. We both really want this but we also want a house and all the money that could be going to a down payment goes toward fertility treatments. I hate this sooo much. I'm tired of all the pain both emotional and physical. It's not bad enough that I can't get pregnant but I also have to be in the 1% of 23% that gets extra crazy amounts of pain for god knows how long because I'm bleeding into my frickin' follicle. I feel like we have just been wasting our money on all this and should have just saved for a house instead. I'm totally at my wits end. What's worse is I can't even show I'm upset in my own damn house because we aren't telling my step son we are trying. Glow is my only outlet.