What a jerk!!!!!!!

so my s/o is on a boys holiday with his guy friends who are really "guyish" if you get me, whereas my s/o isn't like that he's definitely a lot more toned down.

Anyway he phoned me drunk and I was speaking to him and then he just got really rude with me. I know part of it was because he was with his friends but like still thats no excuse boo!

So I'm like

At one point he was asking if I ended up going to this party I got invited to and I was like nah I never heard anything about it in the end (cus obs I'm not gonna crash) and he was like "yeah that's cus you always get invited to things thru me isn't it... I mean don't say thankyou" I was just trynna laugh it off or whatever and at one point he just goes "what's a joke" and I go "something you laugh at" and he goes "exactly so don't cry about it"

.......

like girl my patience was being tested

Ugh honestly idk I think this just has me annoyed cus we're so close to being bf and gf and I've never had a proper bf before so he would be my first for a lot of things. He's honestly the nicest guy I've ever met - or so I thought - but then when he's like this with me it makes me feel like I cant trust him cus I'm seeing a side to him I don't like.

I don't really know what to think or feel at this point going forward 🙁