Alone and no where to turn

I’m so alone. I have no one. I scare people away and I don’t know what’s wrong with me.

I just want someone to reassure me everything is gonna be ok. I will feel truly loved one day. People will see a good side of. I can be fixed. I just can’t do this anymore and I’ve been crying for help. I have no friends. My family shuns me.

What am supposed to do? I pray almost every night. I’m hopeless.