Not sure if I am in the right group...

So I am 27 and have been trying to get pregnant for a long time. My best friend (same age) had an abortion in December after a one night stand. Now she’s pregnant again after another one night stand. She is 12 weeks and has decided to keep the baby. (I am not judging at all for anything that has happened). As I am over the moon excited for her because she is having her first baby, I can’t help that my heart hurts so much. I am silently suffering and I can’t even talk to her about my sadness. I’m crying while typing this and my heart hurts. Please I’m just looking for comfort not judgement or mean words. I want to be so happy and supportive for her without all this pain but I can’t help how I feel. 😢 thank you in advance..