Postpartum body

I freaking hate my body for the first time in my life before ds2 I was a size 3 120 lbs and worked out 5-6 days a week I’m only 2 months pp and today I got size 7 shorts to get by until I lost the weight...well guess what are to tight...I’m so discouraged by this because I’ve never been over a 3 and I see all these lovely moms who are thin again right after their babies and I’m so jealous because I look like a deflated balloon 😭