Inner conflict

Melanie

So this weekend I’m going out with my ex, I wouldn’t necessarily say a date but from the outside in that’s exactly what it looks like. I’ve spent all week rethinking my decision to hang out with him because of everything that happened between us back when we dated. To make a long story short he cheated on me with his ex. My friends are usually very supportive but in this case they have been warning me to be careful and to not catch feelings for him again. I guess my question is, should I follow through with the plans or cancel?? Also is it bad that although he emotionally hurt me almost 4 years ago I’m still somewhat excited to see him??