idk if i have depression or not, its something tough to talk about but i talk to my best friends about it but... they have the same as me but i guess its only worse... i cry my self to sleep every night, i watch sad movies and shows rather then ones with happy endings, i dont handle things very well, i get upset and annoyed easy, i have times where i get a blade or scissors out ready to cut my self or worse because i cant cope and i just dont know what to do!! i basically have no one to talk to that can help. i was thinking of seeing a school councillor but i dont wanna go alone, my parents arnt supportive of me and they dont love me... im not joking they tell me to my face,.... what do i do?! this is not period hormones i repeat this is not period hormones... i have been dealing with this since early last year...