So upset right now

So last night my husband and I got into a huge argument. When I came through the door after work he was to busy online and didn't say a word to me so I just walked past and got changed. For the past two year we have had issues with this website he stays on all day long and I have asked time and time again to please get off of it when I'm home so we can spend time together. He a firefighter so his gone for 24 hours home for 48 hours so he has 8 hours while I'm at work to bullshit around on that website. So I got upset about it last night and told him how I felt and he got mad at me and said it's all my felt and I'm a bitch and he wishes he would have never met me and wishes we weren't having a child. I'm so upset that he would say all that. I have a 3d ultrasound today and I'm doing it by my self. He said last night he wanted a divorce so I have no clue what I will be coming home to after my Drs apt if there will be papers sitting there waiting for me or not. I have no clue what to do I'm still hurting that he would say that about our child that will be here 8 weeks.