To anyone who’s been married or in a relationship , mainly married . Did you think in the beginning it was a forever thing ? But then a few months later , a year later you’re unsure ? You lose your happiness , you feel stuck . I don’t know what to do , it was a rushed thing and now I’m lost . I’m not happy , he’s not s bad guy it’s just me . I’ve tried to make it better , I think i just didn’t know what i was doing st the time & I really don’t want to hurt anyone but I’m hurting myself by not saying anything . I feel horrible because hes great but I’m starting to think i should’ve waited