Wanting All Eyes On Me

So I’ve always wondered what it would be like and feel like to be up on stage stripping. Up in front of everyone and all eyes on you. All attention on me. I’m not saying I want it to be a profession or anything, but just to see what it’s like. Super anonymously. Has anyone ever done an amateur night? Or stripped professionally? I’ve never even taken so much as a pole dancing class but it intrigues me so much. Tips, tricks, suggestions...!?!? Is it weird that I want a bunch of attention from guys ogling me...!?!?