I JUST found out that one of my old high school friends is pregnant. She’s only 21 now, and she dropped out of college, has been strung out on coke, dating a loser that is also strung out on drugs, and wow, surprise, she is pregnant.

I can’t help but feel sort of angry.

My husband and I have been trying for over a year, we are both scheduled to graduate college soon, and we are financially prepared to support a baby...

somehow it feels that it will never happen for me. I love my friend but she doesn’t even want a kid now (hence the partying and drugs) she even mentioned abortion.

Am I wrong to feel so jealous and angry? Why does she get a blessing and my husband and I are still struggling? Why?!