Miscarriage on the 11th July 😢

Ok so bare with me, I had a missed miscarriage on the 11th! I never thought I would ever go through something so heartbreaking, I couldn’t stop crying the last two days but now I feel like my emotions are on lock I haven’t cried at all today and now just want the bleeding to stop just so I can try again. I feel like a horrible person for trying to have another baby even though it’s not even been a week. I’m all over the place my mind is lost and I dont know how to react or If this is all normal. Please tell me I’m not the only one? ♥️♥️