My god. I normally am very calm, easy going, and nice . To everyone. I teach and my students are always like Ms. Stacy why are you always so happy?! Yes I’m one of those kinds of people . I don’t let things bother me. I easily blow shit off . This is my 4th pregnancy, I’m pregnant with my 1st girl after 3 boys and

I’m telling you I hate everyone right now. I also haven’t filtered letting these people have a piece of my mind .

I’m so emotional , angry one minute and crying the next .

The only people that I don’t feel this way toward is my children 🙈.

Tell me this is somewhat normal . I feel like I need to check myself into a mental hospital ! I’m 32 weeks now.

Mind you , my family is not the kindest , my younger sister is ignorant to the fact that she is very selfish and rude 99% of the time and I can usually blow this shit off .

But I seriously can’t anymore !! I have almost everyone in my family blocked right now because I’m like are these people serious ?!!

As for work , I have this one student that I actually felt guilty failing this semester , don’t ask me why! She straight up tells me she hasn’t felt up to doing the work required for the course and that’s why she never submitted it. This is post-secondary education honey not elementary school! Then missed her final exam for a funeral she “didn’t know about until last minute “ I extended one more day for her to come in and take it during one of my other classes I teach , she no shows and I call her and she’s upset and saying what can I do I don’t want to fail!

My head is on the verge of exploding