I can’t help but to have a pessimistic attitude with this whole conceiving process. I feel like every month even if we do everything right, that it’s not going to happen for us for baby #2. I know some of you are trying for baby #1 so please don’t take anything I’m saying negatively. I just need some pick me ups and need to know despite my pessimism, it can happen. I can’t help myself as much as i try to stay off of here, i love hearing everyone else’s success stories and seeing the happiness for many of you. Just need some support myself. Even prayers you may have. Baby dust to you all ❤️