so i lost my v-card to my best friend the other night and i had kept it for so long because i wanted it to actually mean something. so my best friend (who i’ve liked since 8th grade and i’m about to start my senior year) and i thought it would mean something to him maybe also. but it turns out it didn’t. he basically used me. turns out the night (or day i’m not 100% sure) before he was with one of our other close friends and he screwed around with her. turns out he was playing both of us. so now i gave myself to someone who just used me. which was something i was terrified about. and i’m not sure if i should drop him or not because he really hurt me...