story about my abusive and controlling relationship

Jodie

I was with a boy that I met in collge we met and we talked and then he asked for my number after 1 year he was very abusive and controlling, like I wasn't even a loud to wear make up or look nice or wear dresses, he would say to me Get that make up off your face!! some of the time I was scared that I would hit me, but he did and he pushed me away I felt hopeless and their was nothing to live for but it got worse he would make me have bruises on my arms and legs and he would bite me on the legs, all he cared about was himself and his stupid PlayStation he would about at me of he lost on a game, one day I was sitting next to him whilst he was playing on his game trying to hug him and he would scream at me "I'm busy your going to make me lose" so I would lay down and do nothing all day whilst he was playing on his game, so I said to him one night "I'm going out with my friends" and he said I'm coming to and I was like no your not I'm spending time with the girls and I stormed off to put some make up on and he was like no your not putting no make up on and your not aloud to wear a dress and I said to him ok" I won't go out then" and he said good you can stay with me on the game and I said to him I'm getting really bored of being sat in the bed room watching him play his silly game,if I stayed in that relationship I would of done something really stupid what I am I am trying to say is make awareness of abussivie relationships and controllive relationships and that we are all here for each other