Engagement anxious!!

Gracee

I have been with my bf since we were 15. We are now 18 and 19, live together, and have a sweet baby. We talked about marriage after high school before I was pregnant. After we found out we were pregnant he proposed to me when we were alone. It was very sincere and I know he loves me and wants to be with me forever. But we didn’t tell anyone else because of the drama surrounding our pregnancy with family. However, now we are graduated and our baby is 3 months old. We have kept the engagement a secret this whole time. I ask him when we’re finally going to tell people. Or when we’ll get married. And he always says soon. But I’m just growing so anxious! He’s the loml. What should I do? Part of me thinks he just doesn’t see marriage as the same thing I do. Or he doesn’t think it’s as important to our life together. Not being married does not affect our relationship. I just want to be his wife!!!