the fact my relationship is over is finally sinking in, he’s tired he’s tried everything. I believe there’s more we can do to fix it but he doesn’t want to. He’s accused me of cheating I haven’t, guilty one is always the accuser I know. We’ve had tons of issues in the past. Cheating, putting our hands on each other, other people. 2 1/2 years later we try again and we began to grow, so I thought. Yesterday I was blind sided he said he was done out of nowhere, a txt to be exact. He said he’ll be around for his kids even though he can’t be with the mother.. but today really hit home. This whole year I was unaware that he was never going to commit to me, that really hurt more than anything. 2 kids and 5 years of tough times we finally come out of time hard times only to be shot down. I’m sure there were things I could’ve done differently as well as him. I believe we could fix this if we really wanted to but it can’t be one sided. But this is the last time he’s breaking me.