High and dry

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We have been trying to conceive for a little while and just as I finally think I'm pregnant, he dropped the bomb shell the other day that he might not be ready for another child. We have a two year old daughter and I'm a stay home mom. He works because all of my checks would just go towards daycare and it's just not worth it. We decided we wanted to try for another after suffering a miscarriage last December. But obviously he wasn't ready like he thought was. I don't want to show him how upset I am because he will just agree to have another to make me happy. I haven't taken the test yet because I'm honestly nervous now.