I’ve honestly been through so much in many relationships I’ve been in. I’m just overly fed up and kinda feel down about it everyday because i feel like nobody wants me and i don’t even feel beautiful at times. I shut myself a lot and I’m afraid to let my guard down and be with someone again. I’ve been feel really down and my self esteem is really low. I’ve been degraded, used, and never thought of again. I wanna meet that one day but it seems i keep attracting this heartless dudes. They use me cause I’m caring and I’m nice. I like to show a person that I am there for them and it goes downhill. I really wanna cheer up but it’s so hard when you finally think you found someone and then they hurt you.