I'm hating pregnancy so far and I feel terrible

I feel like I should be so thankful that I'm pregnant, especially when I see so my ladies on this app struggling to conceive but I just can't. I feel like I have no bond with the baby yet, and I'm always either nauseous or exhausted or experiencing reflux or indigestion. I'm scared about the birth but at the same time I can't wait to have the baby out so I can just feel normal again. For so long people were telling me it'd ease up in the second trimester but I'm 15 weeks and the same stuff is still happening. I feel like I can never relax and I'm stressing 100x more about everything, from money to work 😭

I just needed to vent but I'm always told to be grateful and that it won't last forever so enjoy it while I can ☹️