I dumped him and I regret it.

Saturday I broke up with my boyfriend of almost 7 months. I was going through a hard time and didn’t think he even had feelings for me. We argued often over the little things. I miss him so much now. He came over last night and he stayed the night and the attraction is still there. He won’t take me back due to a stupid decision I made. as soon as we broke up I deleted everything off my social media and he wasn’t going to. didn’t know that until afterwards.. and I started on blocking people we had blocked and following them again and liking their pictures. it sounds so childish now that i type it. he says it took his respect and trust for me?! he left to go back to his house to get clothes but he will be back soon. I cry every single day. he is more than a boyfriend to me. he is my best friend. He protects me and takes care of me. I broke up with him because I was pressured to by my friends and he doesn’t understand what it’s like for girls I guess. I know that I knew what I was doing I had a decision and I didn’t have to listen to them but it was just so hard. i’ve tried explaining all of this to and he just doesn’t believe me. I need HELP!! ASAP