i am currently dealing with symptoms that make my life hell and a lot of them are symptoms of endo. i have yet to actually have my laparoscopy done, and i’m afraid to schedule it. of course i want answers but i’m so scared that they’ll find nothing and yet again i’ll be told that “it’s all in my head” (i’ve been through diagnosing other “invisible” illnesses before). i’m scared that i’ll wake up and be told that they found nothing, and i’m also terrified that they will find really bad endo or something like that. every time i have really bad cramps or i throw up i obviously know like “okay, yes, this is real”, but when it’s over and my meds kick in or it just goes away for a little bit, i doubt myself. i’m constantly telling myself that i don’t have it as bad as other people because i don’t faint from the pain, i haven’t been to the ER because of the pain, so i obviously must not have it. but i know symptoms and the severity of symptoms is different for everyone, but i still doubt my own damn pain. does anyone relate to this?? please give me advice if you can, i’d really appreciate it. here are my symptoms if you’re curious. i’m sorry if you can’t read them, or if i misspelled something.