Help pleaseš¢
Can overthinking or anxiety cloud your mind? For the past 3 months Iāve been having these horrible thoughts about my relationship , Iāve been with this boy for 4 years and love him more than anything heās my bestfriend I canāt see myself without him, it started off as āwhat if weāre not in love but just infatuated with eachotherā and after those went away the thought of me falling out of love with him popped up and Itās literally tearing me apart I donāt want to eat, all I can think about is these stupid thoughtsš¢ the only time I have some sort of calmness is when Iām with him. Even then Iāll find myself sometimes analyzing how I feel when I kiss him if thereās butterflyās or not, if I feel annoyed, after I saw online a sign of falling out of love is not missin then when there gone whenever we would say bye I am constantly looking for sadness bc usually before all of this started happening I would get so sad when weād say bye were in somewhat of a distance relationship about 50 minutes and can only see eachother every other weeks I had this empty feeling the day after I wouldnāt eat, if esnt to talk to anybody but him and now that sinking feeling isnāt there all of itās scaring me so muvjš¢ now Iām constantly trying to picture out future like us standing at the alter, or holidays with both of our families, family dinners, etc and when nothing comes up all I want to do is cry this is so painful ... these may seem dumb or childish to some. but itās really effecting me idk what to do when I think about breaking up with him I get this nauseous feeling and want to break down and cry. This is literally torture..
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