Can overthinking or anxiety cloud your mind? For the past 3 months I’ve been having these horrible thoughts about my relationship , I’ve been with this boy for 4 years and love him more than anything he’s my bestfriend I can’t see myself without him, it started off as “what if we’re not in love but just infatuated with eachother” and after those went away the thought of me falling out of love with him popped up and It’s literally tearing me apart I don’t want to eat, all I can think about is these stupid thoughts😢 the only time I have some sort of calmness is when I’m with him. Even then I’ll find myself sometimes analyzing how I feel when I kiss him if there’s butterfly’s or not, if I feel annoyed, after I saw online a sign of falling out of love is not missin then when there gone whenever we would say bye I am constantly looking for sadness bc usually before all of this started happening I would get so sad when we’d say bye were in somewhat of a distance relationship about 50 minutes and can only see eachother every other weeks I had this empty feeling the day after I wouldn’t eat, if esnt to talk to anybody but him and now that sinking feeling isn’t there all of it’s scaring me so muvj😢 now I’m constantly trying to picture out future like us standing at the alter, or holidays with both of our families, family dinners, etc and when nothing comes up all I want to do is cry this is so painful ... these may seem dumb or childish to some. but it’s really effecting me idk what to do when I think about breaking up with him I get this nauseous feeling and want to break down and cry. This is literally torture..