it makes me mad

Lucky • Antonio James 6lbz 8 oz 10.17.15 Joshua Michael 8lbs 6oz 08.05.18 both at 38 weeks 5 days. My children are my ♡♡♡♡ Princess Zarya 5.3.21

i am basically albino, theres no one whiter than me (it feels like).this is me n my son.

as you can see he is Mixed. he is black n white. wanted to make that clear cuz when u say mixed it could be anything with anything. but what pisses me off is my bfs friend is always stating that if we were in public people would think she was his mother.... -_- like i get it my sons darker than me, but girl your ugly no offense and my son isn't all that cutness he gets from me. his(donar) isnt around doesnt see him. so my man is also white but like i said im about as white or pale as they come. everyone thinks im an ablino black chick. it just really really pisses me off that this girl has the nerve at my baby shower yesterday to again for the 500th time say oh if we were in public they would think i was his mother, and then said to my friend whose mixed or you even... like wtf n my friend looked at me like is she for real n i rolled my eyes. my friend n i are like this bleep gotta go sit down somewhere before my prego self tell her to her face to f.o but becuase she is my bfs friend i try to be nice... ohhh and my man has told his friend i dnt like when she states that. but yet she still keeps doing it. like my son dnt even really like you. hes just a sweet boy. so how do i get her to shut her mouth about my son looking like he could be hers...? like i want to say oh you went thru 38.5 weeks of pregnancy alone, 18 hours in labor, cried for days thinking someone was tryna hurt you by taking him away from you. changed your whole life style for him. kept him even tho NO ONE thought you would change or could do it alone. i didnt think so, i got ALL the photos of the painful birthing process. and the crazy i will bleed you up if you mess with my baby attitude..... also to add like people already stair at me when im in public with my son by my self like oh she prego n has a mixed baby i feel like im being judged cuz my sons (donar) isnt around. like do i havr to write i bleed black guys on my face for people to think i didnt just steal a kid. or they always stair when its all three of us my man me n my son. like i get it there stairing cuz my man stepped up n is a father to a kid whose not his. but it makes me feel bad sometimes like i dnt want my son to grow up thinking something was wrong with him cuz his dad didnt want to be there for him. hes just not a fit person to be around kids.